yeah i know this is weird cause i havent used this account in like 400 years but i was thinkin about something today and im pretty sure a majority of org-nu members i was friends with follow me on this account so th9is is just kinda the most likely way to say anything.
i dont really have a lot of memories from my very young days of deviantart? i mean, i joined this site when i was like 11 or 12 and im gonna be 20 in like two weeks so like. holy fuck. but thats not what this is about. this is about one of the most distinct memories i have on this website and that was a little group called org-nu.
i had this dumb, albeit cute enough, character named xalvien and every time i look back on it im like
"how did people even deal with me?"
like seriOUSLY i was annoying and 12 and gross and a giant weeaboo (still am lmao peace) and???? if i recall i was the youngest member for a really long time and it only occured to me how much patience everyone had to have to deal with me and not only that but also be legitimately good friends with me for a while.
idk im not one to get sentimental at all especially about stuff from long ago but i guess i wanted to say??? thank you??? for making my experience on this awful website a positive one that probably shaped me in a really good way and i still to this day consider org-nu an important and positive part of my life even if i dont have that many memories of it
so idk what i really wanted to say but like. y'all were cool af for being cool to me, especially if you didn't WANT to be cool with me because i was an annoying little 12-year-old who thought they were the shit.
idk man. it was good. im glad it was good. i kinda miss it sometimes i think.